13th Draft - Dead Or Live

Waking doesn't finish my dream, nightmare never ends!
Search for my way "hoping" to be captured.
You have gone away, but it doesn't make anything to me!
I am looking back, I see you with my eyes.
You are still here, waking my love again.
It lets you exist.
Hey you mulish ghost, how can i make you disappear?
I have seen you before.
In memories I thought I forgot...