13th Draft - Let Every Bird Sing Its Own Song

I'm just a simple boy, without charm in my eyes, without sex in my voice.
Your words are worthless for me.
You said loved me, but to many things I have seen.
Now I see it clear, there is no you, there in no me.
Now I know I can't keep you at all costs.
We are full of ups, we are full of downs.
I was so afraid of that day, but maybe it had to be this way.
I thought I was ready but I felt great pain inside.
I thought I was ready but I begged for kissing last time.
Do you think my hearth went sleep long time ago?
No, it's burning with a vengeance... And its heating my blood!
Yes, maybe I'm not special guy for you.
But I am brave enough to put my foot down.
Always, I don't beat my feelings black and blue.
I have been trying all year round, all year in vain, although I've left no stone unturned.