A LIfe Once Lost - Joan Said Please

it could have been easier then this. it could have been so much more enjoyable, for the both of us. but it wasn't right. for me to waste time with you. thinking I even had a chance to make a difference in your life. just forget about it. forget about me. I was only trying to make you happy. you touched my face and kissed me on the forehead. this could not be the end. the end of something that was never started. and I will not give you any space. if any is given, it is the last feeling of our lips. how many times can you make up excuses not to be with me? only once.

>> This Is What She Calls Home

I am such a beautiful bastard. the wind graced across her ear. it made her stop and cry. throwing herself in the air. screaming aloud, take me away. from all of this pain you made me feel. yet, millions of lips have called this child blessed. she held her body above our heads. dancing on our hands. but now she cries just like you or me. everything I did for you was so wrong. but why did you smile in the end? why did you smile?

>> Almost Perfect But I Failed

what else do I need to do? what else can I say? sorry? I have trained myself to love you. but you no longer look at me. why? what have I done to you? I tried so hard to be perfect. but you still throw me aside. I wish I was the symbol of passion. the passion that fills yours eyes. but I was always second in your heart.

>> Gentle & Elegant

I always pictured you with flowers in your hair. dancing in the dry rain. you held color beyond love. yet the sensation to no longer walk in is alive. in my eyes and heart. and all I could ask was for you to love but I am guessing that was even to hard. breaking the snows silence and this was the end.
>> All Falls River Failed

a falls river farewell. sometimes I sing by myself. alone, away from the angels that hold my hand. as I walked way scared. from the memories that I choked on. memories of you. wiping them away with glass. angels sing songs about you. they bleed in my dreams bringing those memories of you alive. as the angels fall to their knees. their wings were torn in my dreams. my eyes were torn to shreds.

>> Just Before His Crucifixion

screaming out loud. I loved everyone. I never meant to hurt anyone. just as the nails of so many man before Me, drove through My skin. it seemed to silence His lips. for no one really cared. He then let out a cry that was heard for miles and miles. His love joined in with cries of love. screaming at the top of Her lungs. screaming for something pure. pure emotional love. the kind that cannot quiet Her lips

>> Why Do You Make Me Bleed

I try and catch myself from crying but the tears are dead. I can cry on your command. I can scream making my lungs bleed. I can stare at a broken reflection seeing you laughing at me. I pretend so that I can kill you. pieces of my heart cut me like suicide. I crave her touch. I crave her kiss. I wish I fell in love and never wakened from it's slumber. I wish I fell in love.