A Static Lullaby - Withered

Where did summer go?
(Lost upon the front and snow)
Left me to wonder when
The bottle will tap out and the sun will rise
I woke up yesterday with a hole in my chest
(Yet I felt no pain)
Numb to all feelings
(Life in winters chill)
To feel the warmth in this bottle is useless
(When you wake up it`s gone)
When you wake up it all starts again
I`ve learned to break yesterday
And destroy tomorrow
I`ve watched each leaf fall off my tree
I`ve watched the seasons change
Why step aside when you fall back in place? Why?
Misery is so beautiful...
I need this...