Age Of Electric - Scare Myself

You're sick of me and no one else...I must agree I scare myself...Can you explain why this must be like pulling teeth...I guard my secret from you...Dirty and hideous...Burning scarred by the truth...Unbearable...The gods they smile down on you...Wings of perfect apathy...Banished serpent am I...Child of perfect neglect...I arrive in agony...Recoil at my touch...Don't look at me...Your distance keeps you safe...Conscience your enemy...With mercy on your lips...You're sick of me and no one else...I must admit I hate myself...Can you explain why you and me