Air Traffic Controller - The One

Left once
Left twice
Left me three times, it's just not right
Well I'm gone this time, moving on this time
To find someone
While I'm still young

Do you think I'm singing
'Cause I got a knack for singing honey
I don't really have a good voice
Do you think I'm writing
'Cause everybody loves to write you know
I don't think I ever had a choice

Shit just happens sometimes
Put it down and it rhymes
And I can't turn away from the sound of it

Something's affecting me
Something nobody else can see
Not even the person who I'm singing about

The one I loved
The one I hated
The one I just appreciated
Can you feel me reaching towards you
In the song I wrote it for you
'Cause you're the one

Did you see me leaving
So I could get away from everyone
You know I never wished to be alone
Just waiting on a holiday
So I can see familiar faces
And have
Better conversations on the phone

But this is what I come home to
Thoughts that I might just lose you
And that just scared me more
Anything I've been scared of before
And it's affected me
In ways nobody else can see
Not even the girl
Who I'm singing about

You're the one I loved
The one I hated
The one I just appreciated
Can you feel me reaching towards you
In this song
I wrote it for you
Does it suck?
Is it great?
Do you think it's just okay?
Well I am not here to get paid
I just had something to say
To the one

Left once
Left twice
Left me three times, it's just not right
There's a part of me
That still believed it
That I was crazy
'Cause you must not be

The one I loved
The one I hated
The one I just appreciated
Can you feel me reaching toward ya
In this song I wrote it for
The one I loved
The one I hated
The one I should have appreciated
Can you feel me reaching toward ya
In this song I wrote it for ya
Does it suck?
Is it great?
Do you think it's just okay?
Well I am not here to get paid
I just had something to say
To the one