Alkaline Trio - Ruin It

I`ve waited a long time for this life

Just to ruin it, so please don`t ruin this for me

Yes to understand this lie

Hell I crossed those t`s

I scratched out all these eyes, myself last night

What I promise not to find

So this is what I`m looking like these days

I`m all grown up, so full of hate

But I don`t wanna let go of my age

Cause it`s the salt, that brings the taste

So where am I to decide that I`m not right?

Cause I might break and I might bend

Your heart strings out of tune again

And I might try to apologize

On a good day

On my best day

If you stick around

Did I stay inside to sterilize this knife?

Am I being to careful?

Does this seem right?

Did I open up the shades to expose the sunny rays?
To show what burned there inside

Take a close look

Hold me right up to the light

Cause I might break and I might bend

Your heart strings out of tune again

And I might try to apologize

On a good day

On my best day

If you stick around

I`ve waited for so long

(I`ve waited for so long)

Spread me out, rake me in

This scorched and rocky field

Will camouflage my skin

And I might break and I might bend

Your heart strings out of tune again

And I might try to apologize

On a good day

On my best day

If you stick around