An Ocean Between Us - No Turning Back

So here I am
At the threshold of my life
You need to realize
The fuse has reach its end
There won't be anything
Anything to change my mind
I'm gonna fly
To meet my tragic ending

I'm watching you
The ones who made me so
Miserable and painful
This pain no longer I bear
All the ones I love
I'll leave their hearts behind
I'll run and disappear
Tonight I'll feel no love

There is no turning back
Life is done with me,
and I am done with everybody
there is no turning back next time you see me
you'll be filled with regrets

Just look at me
On my knees for something
That was so futile
My future disappears
Desperate to jump
I'm desperate to fall
Desperate to die
Don't try to look for me

Memories flow fast
Memories of life
Memories that do not
Belong to me no more

And I am dying
And I am crying
Clouds will mourn me
But you, you will not