Ant Balcı - Closed Curtains

İ love the feel of isolation in my hideaway
This bitter world is getting wild and stranger everday
İ wanna break away
Before i go insane

Oneway conversations with myself never ends
İ'm getting estranged i've seperated from my friends
Can anybody feel
The way i'm feeling now?

Pulled my curtains long ago
Was better in the dark
And there was something wrong with me
Or maybe world outside
Was spinning round on its own
And the life was going on
İ could never witness changes
Floating in the speed of light

-before i knew my name
-i felt the freezing cold
-there was a windy chill i felt
Deep inside my soul
İ could see the death behind the
Weapons buried underground
İ was mourning for the hunger İn the distant miles away

İ love the feel of isolation in my hideaway
İ'm fed up with the repetition of your empty words so
Tell me not a single word
You know nothing about my world

Your satisfaction and my disappointment's syncronised
Well, it would be a lie if we call it coincidence
İ don't agree with you
İ want to be alone

İt was a cold day
There was a hollow tree
On the middle of a plain snow covered emptiness
İ felt like shuddering, in fear in looked behind
There was noone there was nothing
Freezing pain on my fingertips

Feels like yesterday
My oldest memory has
Told me when i was a child
İ would be carrying all the sorrows of the world beyond
Wish i could be someone
Loughing at what they lough and crying for what they cry