Camouflage - Feeling Down

I know I've lost
The nerve to fight with you;
Feeling down,
Turning round,
Breaking down.
I know I've lost
The strength to fight with you;
Breaking down,
I'm chained and bound,
'Cause of you.

But you won't see it,
I can't stay with you.
And you should taste
The bitterness in me;
These feelings you can't ignore.

I know I've lost
The nerve to fight with you;
I know I've lost
The strength to fight with you.
The first time
That my feet touched unknown ground:
Secret ways,
Secret days,
A waste of time.

The first time
I confronted all your doubts
Hidden thoughts,
Was it just
A waste of time?

Well you just smiled
And threw it all away.
Now you must have
The wounds I had before:
These feelings you can't ignore.

The first time
That my feet touched unknown ground:
The first time
I confronted all your doubts.