Casketgarden - Disgusting Soul

I'm still holding on. Our future, and all our hopes became ancient
All dreams, our world has shattered, all that mattered.
'Cause one of us has lost all hope, let slip his fears we've fought for years

As he faced this I have become a mirror of delusion
…a vision...disgusting

Our past was like the highest mountain to climb
If you don't crawl you fall off and you'll never be found (Never be Found)

As he faced this I have become a mirror of selfishness
oh a disgusting soul
a disgusting soul
I helped him to be found by dreams we lived crawling
I cut off all the ties and wake him up falling

I'm the one now who paddles in blood: a monstrous birth – ferment - mutagenetic spawn
the life grinder, soul reaper, deceiver, tormentor. death dealer.

I want to keep our dreams as dreams to esteem
I had to wake you up to feel: this mirror is real

As he faced this I have become a mirror of delusion
oh a disgusting soul
oh a disgusting soul