i can feel my bones growing into burdens && i can taste teeth decaying on my tounge.
in all the realizations that fall to dust as the morning comes && where all dissonance drips away and the coldest nights await && moments of sightless rest serve as slights gusts of peace.
until im awakened by dreams drenched in reality && where I watch someone elses hands grace the only thing ive ever loved.
I want to burn like the sun that stains my eyes.
(i want to burn && i want to live)
just to salvage was hasn't been withered into iron hearts && throats of gold
I have four white walls but no solitude.
I refuse to let your structure fold so let my name dissolve.
i want to burn (like the hope of empty men)
i want to live (like there is nothing else but this)