Conspire - Not The Standard Direction

When are things ever meant to be?
These days that we love
Will end up, being the days that we hate
I found meaning
And I for one refuse to give up
And I refuse
To discontinue my direction
There's more to life, there's more to love,
There's more to it all
There was something more
The nights we stayed up late
The days were light head shine
Memories made habits
Come alive (Come alive)
No endeavors, no no's and nevers Go
I won't forget
But I'll push on
You're full of fear, but so was I
I've given my all too many times
I guess I'm to blame
I won't sleep tonight
No
Take me for nothing more but safety
Take me for anything but never break me
I never needed you to trust me,
But just to know I trust myself
I worried about the future in the eyes of no one else
But myself see less