Feeling Left Out - Christmas Is Wrong

If I gave you the time that you need to survive
Do you promise me you'd make it out alive
And you don't have to say yes
Just please keep this
We're better off together than nothing at all

And I'm watching your hands by the by
To see if they're reaching for mine

You said you'd grab your hat
Out the door in seconds flat
And I'm waking up facing the wall again