Walked into a bad dream, the other day
Saw me standing helpless, same damn place
Said I'd stay away
I just cant believe that, these old vices got me again
Got me again, when will it end
Inside I just cant ignore, Things that make me unsafe
Everytime I lose it all guilt spills from within
Im just a demon away, from these fears
A demon away from being, cuz im done, with it, with him
Wake up with a fever, seems so strange
tired of all these feelings, that stare at me
yeah im so ashamed
I just cant believe that, I got in this web again
The more i bend, my discipline