Flying - Escape From Myself

Thoughts carrying into eternity
A road leading into the distance
Space inviting upwards
Anxiety tike on my way
A shadow dismal
Makes me return to the past
From which I'm longing to escape
But there's no sense in escape from myself

Will it last long if I find a new state?
To return to what I've gone through silly To after myself may be

For everyone you're just
One side of the coin
But nobody sees the reverse
And you're left in private with it

In collision with solitude
Struggle or indifference
In search of yourself