Jacobs Dream - Sarah Williams

How many times must I feel this way
The fool who never learns
Selfish pleasures override my thoughts
Give that wheel just one more turn
Drunken stupidity rules my mind
And things aren't what they seem
How many times must I feel this way
I wish it were all a dream, a dream

I'm sorry about your sorrow, I'm sorry about your pain
If I could turn back the hands of time
I'd make things new again I'm sorry about your anger, I'm sorry about your rage
If I could do one thing in this world
I'd make her live again

Once such a happy young man
Now a shell of broken dreams
Taken from me all that I am
Myself the only one to blame
My heart is filled with the blood of guilt
But nothing can I say
I see the anger in everyones eyes
For the life I've taken away