never been so real thing
never been so scared
I look ahead but I don't see a thing
inside my head there's something from the past
my inner cell you wanna see me dead
everything is so unreal it's in my bed
I never felt like this
I don't need that
I close my eyes
all I feel is weight and blinding lies that are tearing me apart
I know nothing scares you
what a surprise
instead it changes you and the fear remains the same