Last Minute Sedative - Breaking Away

This has gone on long enough
I've tried so hard to be someone you could love
I'm sick of hiding all the pain
The days keep passing by and I just waste away

I'm sick of feeling my way through the dark
But now I am breaking away from it all

I feel it coming
I feel it in the wind
This is the beginning
But it will bring the end

I won't live my life behind this cold disguise
Just to keep the hell in you inside
You could never see who I'm supposed to be
Looking at your broken view of me
I spent so long earning what you call love
I tried so hard, but never was good enough
Now I finally see, that I'll never be
The perfect creation you wished I would be

Is this what you call love
I've finally had enough
This hell is what you've made into my home

You think you're holy enough to call my sin
Well, this is the beginning...

My world is surrounded by lies you create
This nightmare wont hold me
I'm breaking away