Melanie C - This Time

I've been practising all day
Now the words I meant to say are gone
I promised that I wouldn't cry
Told myself I had to try and hold on

The truth... I lied
I hate myself inside
And why I played the game and paid the price

I never look back
I never cry
Never try to wonder why
I'll be on my own
And never doubt never shout
Or wonder how
I'll never be lonely until
This time (x3)
This time I will