Of Man And Machine - Calamity

For all your worth
Scold
Stained
Strained
Sustained
A cooling disgrace of my own disdain
Waste
Taste
Displace
Everything
Glamour in a shattered glass
Careless of this life I've chosen
So crystal clear It won't be my last poison
Stand fast until the haze will clear
The past is burning in a lake of tears
Lost within this maze
I am an outcast
Burdened into nothingness in the eyes of all
I am enslaved into oblivion
I close my eyes only to fall deeper into this unwanted serenity
I am dismayed
What if I can't
Buried underneath my own lies Buried and there is no escape
My world is left behind
I am so proud I am a waste of everything
Dark thoughts they make me blind
Save me from this so called reality
Hear my prayers Spare my dying soul
Save what's left before I lose control
I am the demon you keep inside
I hold the power
I have your pride
And I am lost in this cold desire to give in every time
You crave it with every breath
It's pointless
The only way out is death
Burdened into nothingness in the eyes of all
Another drop of this treacherous remedy
Another step I take closer to insanity
Rejected time and time again
Who am I and how did I survive
Who am I to never realize Infected and drowning to my demise
I'm lost deprived of mind and compromised
Imbalanced disaster
I am a calamity