Rag Men - Obstacles

im tired of running away from obstacles in my way.
breaking me
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, making me
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fall, am i weak have i lost control?
making my goals seem so distant, making destiny out to be a dream.
i feel like im losing this battle, becoming a slave of my own sorrow.
oh lord help me
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.
its not easy being.
lord give me
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a new life, new reason for living.
as i crawl on my hands and my knees, isnt this so pathetic of me
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?
so many think my life is sweet, but its been sour grapes to me
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.
i wish others could walk in my shoes, and realize what ive been through.
next time
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you see a smile on my face, look deep in my eyes and witness my pain.
oh lord help me
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its not easy being.
lord give me
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a new life, new reason for living.
as i walk with my head down in shame
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to realize
and cannot continue this way.
must be bold, must be strong and be true,
cause this world is nothing but straight up cruel.
so i look at myself and i say,
i wont slip through cracks and i wont decay.
my faith has got to change, open my soul before all fades away.
oh lord help me
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.
its not easy being.
lord give me
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a new life, new reason for living