Saves The Day - Jodie

Tonight I'll stay awake long enough to stop breathing
and I wonder how long it will take before I pass out drunk off night skies.
Lying on hills with wet grass below, blue black above-
I will carry all the weights tonight.
'Cause I keep remembering the day that you said you might go crazy
if you spent one more minute with me.
Well do you think about those days? And, I don't know-
is one more minute going to kill you now?
Stop me before I say too much!
So now I've been alone and it's been going but tomorrow might not come
if I don't let it
so don't forget the mornings that we spent deep inside our heads staring at blank walls 'cause that's what counts.
And I don't know but I am trying to let you go
but I can't cut too well these strings I have around my neck. I'm trying to let you go.
I'm trying to let you know, I'm doing this by myself-
So now I've been alone and it's been going but tomorrow might not come
if I don't let it
so don't forget the mornings that we spent deep inside out heads staring at blank walls 'cause that's what counts.
And I don't know but I am trying to let you go
but I can't cut too well these strings I have around my neck.
I'm trying to let you go.
I'm trying to let you know, I'm doing this by myself-
Don't forget we sent letters to ourselves without words
and it was just to remember
just to remember
just to remember
just to remember those days that we spent in our heads.