The Body - To Attempt Openness

set my death to total isolation
the heart has burned away
never thought to have all the answers
never loved nor learned to accept love
never loved one from the grotesque masses.
nearly alive not yet dead and i am near you
but feel not from the nearness.
to fall apart while others are happy
driving a wedge between pain
and greater pain.
this is pain
this is loss
is this in love?
is this enough?