The Real Taylor - Always Sad But Always Smiling

I won't cry myself to sleep, if I do, I'll die.
A tear in my brain
A tear in my heart
They say you're getting better
But you don't feel any better
I don't wanna leave home
But on my level
On my level
On my level
Or I'm not
I don't know
Loving you leaves me hurt
All I do's not enough
I got the rolly on my arm
And I roll the best weed
I seen nights full of pain, days of the same
Nigga and we roll deep, so deep
And you feel alright now, but for how long?
I'll be just fine now, so long
So long