Trauma - Name

I've not been able, to heal myself yet
Of street-prophets' sentences
My lips are throwing but curses
My laughter is the cry of despair

For a moment too much
For longer to little
It is also dangerous
To forget one's name

In what purpose, the end is left
The way in its way is confused
For everybody good Glory to fucking benefactors!

I'm taking in my hands
The act of depression
Which one can get from notary public
to forget one's name?
violated thought about the test of the new

I'm asking a lame beggar for advice

To forget one's name?
To forget