Trepalium - Ritual

What's left for me
Just wait for eternity
What choices can I make?
Since all my hopes are fake!

I will be mild and willing
When you'll break my bliss
Make me suffer and only
Give me one thing
When you'll give me sadness
And madness

When I watch beauty
I see fucking crap
My fucking orgasm
Born from the dark

Torture rape kill
Obsessed with perversion
My body feels the pulsions
Torture rape kill
This is the other side of pleasure
I will feel the fever!
I will feel the pleasure!

Caress love kiss
The cold flesh
Of sweet banishment
Caress love kiss
The cold death
With angel's eyes

I love to suffer
Cry for me
Become the murderer
Die for me

In a dream of loneliness
In the middle of emptiness
I cry for my lost soul
Everything shall be grim
My mind... frustration
Became a sexual deprivation
I just want one breath of peace
Without thoughts...